i used to be so weirded out by the fact that everyone takes notes in pen in college because that seems so permanent right, what if you mess up a word, youll have to scribble it out and live with ugly notes

now that i write in pen i realize that i no longer have the strength of will to push down a pencil hard enough to make legible marks. im literally too dead inside to use a pencil. pen is the only way to make proof of my existence at this point 

Anonymous asked:

have you ever wanted to bake a pie and after you put the filling in the crust you thought "aw fuck it" and just eaten it then because life is pointless and soon everything will be destroyed

Can’t say I have with a pie. Eaten raw cookie and cake mix intended to be cooked though because life is short and I was hungry